Only Day 4?!!

Slept in some, although Kazuma left “on time”.

We agreed to plan for a 9:00 departure, and we sort of made it. Packed and left for a favorite breakfast place of Mary and Michael. Chocolate maker who served ice cream like desserts and  sweet croissants.

Hugs all around as we left the apartment, even though we were going together to eat. Hugs again after eating when Steve and I left. Michael has injured an ankle and needs to rest (or may convert to a bus Pilgrim). Deborah has an injured knee. So Steve and I walked on.

Great day, being the “last pilgrims” from Pamplona today.

Theme for my meditation: embrace.

I have wrestled with the concern of preparation versus the concern of readiness. Michael and I discussed whether I could lighten my pack by using a “green box” – a sort of courier service where shit you now know you won’t use and don’t want is sent to your “Camino finish point”. Great idea, but Michael challenged me: “It’s only a pound or two.” Et cetera.

My worry about weight carried was the real burden. Michael helped me release this worry – and it lifted at least three pounds from my walk.

Which is better: having all the defenses for your fear? Or being able to deal with what really happens? One is prepared; the other ready. Ready is more creative, reliant, and responsive. Maybe the same?

Not prepared, although I have prepared. Not scripted, although I prepared my words with reflection. Just sayin. Be ready. Embraced.

My shoulders feel hug and feel pain.

I am now ready for the Camino.

Walked like I knew how. (Thanks Ed, for offering an example.). Happy to have my pack with Happy three extra pounds of preparation – because I am also ready.

Good walk. Only one hill, says the optimist. But the whole day is climbing and descending that one big hill. Sun and cool wind all the way.